So, about 2 months ago, I had a major breakdown. I was all upset that I was never going to save any money. So, I would never be able to pay for next semester. So, I would never be able to finish my degree. So, I would never be able to get a good job. So, I would never be able to save money. (Damn, money seems to be the common stress factor here) My freak out ended in my laying Disney-Princess-Style on my mom's bed sobbing my eyes out.
Silly, ol' me!! I got so stressed over things that have, now, worked themselves out. I have two great jobs. I am on track to be able to have Fall 2013 payed for. And now, after reviewing my finances, I can afford to spend Christmas seeing my dear cousins in Germany!
It seems like every one else in my life is also in the middle of some kind of transition; graduation, new jobs, moving, new baby. It is really tough to make transitional decisions. "Ahh!! What if I make the wrong choice and I end up screwed forever?!!" (I feel like I ask myself this at least once day) But, really all you can do is keep plugging away at everyday. Eventually everything will seem super clear and every decision will be the easiest!
Just spend every day being the best possible version of yourself. Then, before you know it, you have gotten through the rough parts and it will be on to smooth sailing!!
Here's to smooth sailing!! :)
I know exactly how you feel! It's so rough! Glad things are looking up for you :)
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